Again, I am convinced...

Past few weeks I was so busy with outreaches, I could hardly sit down read the word of God. And not too long after I started my intensive outreaches, I started feeling stressed and slightly confused. Today, God told me to rest at home. And I actually didn't listen to Him but still try to be busy with ministry, I guess doing ministry has become part of my self-fulfilment, but it's actually wrong, and no one should ever fall into this trap! Anyway, somehow God made me sat at home and almost did nothing except sweeping floor and do house cleaning. Then I somehow play the Youtube named: "The Jesus Trip" by John Crowder. And suddenly I was started being filled by the joy of salvation, and the Gospel again, being a good news for me, I started feeling light and restful. 

Again, I am convinced, that I have to be conscious of the Happy News (Gospel) all the time. I might be busy with something that seems noble, but still, the Happy News must be the one thing that I'm conscious of.