I want to share with you something that i learned from my and as well some other's experiences. There is one story about the battles between the tribes of Israel and tribe of Benjamin in the book of Judges chapter 20.
The tribe of Benjamin backslided and had done a great crime. Tribes of Israel was at war with them.(v18)The children of Israel went to the house of the Lord consulted God and asked which of them should take the lead to battle against Benjamites, and God said Judah should go up first. In that battle 22,000 men of Israel died and loss.
(v22)But the people, the men of Israel, took courage and strengthened themselves and again set their battle line in the same place where they formed it the first day. And they went up and wept before the Lord and asked of the Lord shall we go up again? And the Lord said, yes go up against them. In that battle 18,000 men of Israel died and loss again.
(v26)Then all the Israelites, the whole army, went up and came to the house of God [Bethel] and wept; and they sat there before the Lord and fasted that day until evening and offered burnt offerings and peace offerings before the Lord. And they asked again, shall we yet again go out to battle against our brethren the Benjamites or shall we quit? And the Lord said, Go up, for tomorrow I will deliver them into your hand. In that battle Israel got a complete victory. Later on, Israel welcomed Benjamites repent and back to Israel.
Notice, that God allowed Israel to go into the battles and they loss. They wept and consulted God, they done everything so correctly but they loss. About 40,000 men of Israel died in that first two battles. But one thing that really is crazy and bizzare is after their first loss, they took courage and strengthen themselves; after the second loss, they wept and fasted before God in the House of God, and offered the ultimate highest offering and worship to God! And they asked again, shall we go up against the Benjamites... or shall we quit.(v28)And the Lord said, Go up, for tomorrow I will deliver them into your hand. If you look at the battle, they loss; If you look at it from eternal view, they won.
When you pray for miracles, or share gospel, or reach out to somebody, and you followed everything that your mentor taught perfectly. But there's no result, what will you do? God, shall we go up again... or shall we quit? God said, Go up again. For tommorow I will surely bring him the miracle that he need, without fail.
You can look at things from different view and question God, why didn't He heal me when i first prayed, why didn't He cause the person to repent when i first preach gospel to him, why didn't i become leader after i completed the training, why this why that. But things can be turned entirely different, if only you take courage and strengthen yourself again and talk (or cry, for some people)to God in the secret place. And offer an ultimate worship to Him. Then when you ask Him again, God should i go up again? You can never know how great is the victory that you are going to receive.
Encouraging words: What makes you so special that He answers so many prayers, but refuse to answer yours?! Huh? Tell me please!
